This is a
short text, with the idea to show that no matter how the society, or the
people, or whatever, "force" me to be like them, or to restrict me, or to isolate me
on the island of unhappiness, it won’t work!It's not a threat but a statement! I will never be like you, never… I
will be the person I am, and I will respect myself, just a little advice – do
this yourself! Yeah, do it… you will see how difficult it is!
I know sometimes I don’t care about other
people, their sufferings, their pain, their lives, their destiny, their education,
even about their grandparents… I know this and I won’t lie to you, this is just
me.
I know that
I am selfish some days, I want only other people to focus on me, my
personality, I want the world spinning around me. Ok, I do it, but I know this
and I accept myself. If I say I don't do it, I will just lie myself.
I know
sometimes I hurt people. I shout, I swear, I humiliate even hit people… should
I be ashamed of this? Most probably you will say “Yes, you should”… my reply: I
won’t be like you!
I know that
very often I am crazy and people can’t understand me, there are just wondering
if I’m sane. But I love this, as one of our most prominent authors, called The
Patriarch, said: “ The crazy people, let them live!”
I don’t
think this author is the Patriarch of Bulgarian literature, I didn’t even read
the whole book from where I used the quote, I simply didn’t like it. It's ok for me to do things I like!
I know I
don’t accept authorities, for me it doesn’t matter if someone is a doctor or a professor,
or a homeless person. I’m just a free man… nothing matters that much to me as Freedom
does. Authorities kill, destroy freedom, they make you follow an unbreakable
chain…
I know my
thoughts are simply too unacceptable to you…
I know you want me to be a vegetarian, or to read the
Bible, or to ride every day a bicycle just because it helps you, or it’s your
life… well I love meat, I despise the Bible and I prefer running…
You can’t tolerate a person who doesn’t edit his work
after finishing it, well I do it… I don’t care if it has mistakes, we all make,
should I be ashamed of this? I’m perfect in my imperfection.
I know there are rules, and I have to stick to them,
but I love mocking at these rules, yeah the etiquette was broken and so what? I
won’t be like YOU…
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